Elf@Wine

3 words to describe this week. the whole week was damn tired…went to school in the morning..exams,exmas and still exams..then went back home..study for the next paper and it last till midnight. yet, the ques turns out so damn tough..i dun think i’ll score in my exam this time. kinda disappointed and frust. its been very bad this week. study so hard for the exams but i just couldnt answer the question welll…im not sure wat actually happen. with STPM less than 2 months, how am i going to sit for the exam? arghh…
enough bout that….im listening to “All By Myself” by Farah MI2..it sounds great to me but too bad she cant make it to genting..kinda disappointed…i thought she’s going to win. what will happen next week? hope its sumting nice after a fortnight of bad bad moments…:)

It started with monday. woke up at 6.15 and ready for school. the bell rang and its time to pack. reached home at 3pm. took my lunch and i slept. woke up at around 6 and i started bury myself with books. lots of books. it lasted for a few damn hours and i finally couldnt stand it and i slept at around 2am. It was tuesday. woke up at 6.30 and ready for school. the bell rang and its time to pack. reached home at 3pm. took my lunch and i didnt sleep. went to consult my maths tutition teacher and it lasted for 2 and a 1/2 hours. went back home and took a nap. woke up at 7pm and i started bury myself with more, more, more books. it lasted for another few damn hours and i slept at 1am. Then, it was Wednesday. woke up at 6.30 and i was reluctant to go to school. felt like all the facts and notes that i ingested last night are not ‘digested’. my head was bloated. i still went to school. took a nap in the afternoon and get on with books, books and books. wanted to stop for maybe 30 mins but something is not right. 4 more days to go and i still have a hell lot of chapters, stuff, facts and notes yet to study. pick up myself from bed and no choice but to satisfy myself with a 5min break. It was thursday. less people went to school. but things to do doesnt seem less. It was friday. To me, it was a FRIghteningDAY. As days went pass and the very day is just around the corner, with a whole lot stuff to saturate my tiny brain, sigh…Then today, skipped school to finish off my revision and it did help a lot because at least i could save time taking a nap. i read and rest and read and rest and still struggling to finish off everything. 11.05pm. i finish off General Paper (PA) revision but that doesnt really lighten my burden. turn on my pc and this is what im doing right now. when i end this post with a full-stop. it signifies the beginnning of another journey entitled “Fighting For 7 Days”.
I hate it when exam is just around the small and tiny corner. what else when its the trial exam? next week is the very week. i knew its going to be tough but i do what i usually do -
Study Hard and Hope For The Best full-stop.

My phone rang at about 4 pm when i was just about to sleep. i had to lift my heavy shoulder to grab the phone. i dont know who called because it was shown as private number. i picked up the phone and much to my surprise, a lady with a gentle voice. she called to inform me that i manage to get the consolation for the national level FOMCA essay writing competition. i think this is the only moment that bring a little smile on my face this whole week. how do u expect me to smile with the trial exams is only a fortnight away? and yet i havent really study anything! Back to my life. Boring.Tiring.Dull. Basically, these are the 3 words to describe this week. 2 days ago was a holiday. National Day! i went for the countdown party the night before national day. it was tiring. had to walk for a long distance because of road blocks. slept at about 4 that night and woke up the next morning at about 7. went to the stadium to watch the marching stuff. not that interesting compared to the previous years. reached home at about 12 and the 1st thing that strucks my mind is to sleep. and that’s exactly what i did. hope i can do well in my trial exams. : )